AGAIN

Ouch.

The Fall,
The fall is so painful.

The Stares,
The stares, as I walk away with my head down.

I failed.

I put so much Effort into my Work...
Dreaming, Sweating, and Struggling.
I put so much Life into those Hours.
I put so much Sacrifice into these Tears.

What went wrong?
What Sin is Karma punishing me for?
...What could I have done different?

Again.

Was I to soft?
Was I to Ordinary?
Did I care to much?
...Did I try to hard?

Again.

Maybe,
Maybe I'm just not cut out for...
[Then I heard it.]

Again.

It... was... GOD.
[whispering.]

Again.

God was telling me to Adjust,
Tweak,
Reassess,
Re-believe,
Re-Faith,
and Re-Storm...AGAIN.